Another day with cancer growing in my body

I don't want this. I woke up feeling pretty good but it didn't take long for my body to remind me that cancer is growing in it. I can't really complain about the whole day though. Some pain, a little tired but overall a pretty good day. Not much of an appetite lately. Jay asked where I wanted to eat tonight but I told him good food would be a waste on me right now. Justin came over to watch the game and that made me feel better. I love it when my kids are around me. We just don't spend enough time together and life reminds me daily how precious time is. I wish we could have a big family reunion. My fear is not having the time to see all of my family and tell each one of them face to face just how much I love them and how very much they mean to me. Phone calls, email, facebook.....all that is a good way to communicate but nothing beats actually being together. Maybe next Spring.